I made it to Saturday

Well, from the number of hits my page is getting, it looks like the only person that looks at it is me. Haha...oh well. I got so completely shit-faced last nite, I thought I had alcohol poisoning today. I didn't mean to get that way, my intentions were all good. I was going to go over to my friend's house and we were going to sip on some wine and play some Cranium. However, when I got there, there was a full bottle of Patron sitting on the table with several shot glasses, salt, and limes.....ewwwwww.....it hurts to think about it. And people were smoking cigarettes too, and although I didn't smoke, everytime I've watched someone smoking on TV today, it has made me ill....just the thought of it. EWWWWWWWW! Well, now that I'm still alive, but am almost positive this will result in a UTI due to the severe dehydration I've experienced, I must move on. I started reading this really cool book today entitled "Vegetarian Cooking for People with Allergies" by Raphael Rettner, D.C., and realized that the reason I've become allergic to wheat is most likely from all the stress I've been under over the last several years. But when I think back to when my symptoms first started, it was in my early twenties. So, the only thing I can think of is that my husband is the source of my stress...lol. Or maybe it was all the drugs I did. I started having anxiety attacks in my late teens. I also used to faint a lot when I was in middle school and the doctor told me it was just my hormones changing at the time. I wish I could find a good D.O. who was both intelligent and nice. My current D.O. is so nasty that I'm not sure if I want to go back to her, even though she has given me better advice than any other doctor I've seen. But even though she's nasty, maybe I should take my daughter to see her. She had mentioned that kids are stupid today because of the foods we feed them. My daughter has a lot of allergies and health problems, and it might really help her if I get her on an uber healthy diet. I saw my therapist on Wednesday and asked her for some career interest tests. She referred me to the UCCS career center when I get there this fall. We discussed politics and I've decided that I'm going to vote for Obama. We don't need another member of the old boy's club in office, that's for sure. We also don't need the Clinton baggage. How am I ever going to relax and relieve the stress in my life? Should I stop being intellectual and take Salsa lessons, start meditating and doing Yoga? Okay, that's cool with me, but where do I go? I also wanted to check out the local UU church, but am kind of tainted from the cult-likeness of the last church I attended. I just want to meet some intelligent, spiritual people - not join a cult! I found a new actor to covet today. His name is Gael Garcia Bernal. Smokin!!! On that note, I came to the conclusion in a state of insomnia on Tuesday nite that I really, truly, madly, deeply, am in love with my husband. I stumbled upon a new definition for love. I couldn't explain it in words. I guess its just something that happens after you've been with someone for so long and have gone through as much shit together as we have. I have a kind of deep respect for him that I don't think I've ever experienced before. It's kinky. I've been watching bits and pieces of Babel over the last couple of hours, and it looks like it would be a great movie if I had patience to actually sit down and watch it. I already watched two other movies today in my hangover-induced couch-captive state. They were Conversations With Other Women, and The King. Both were weird. Okay, well good nite, I'm gonna try to catch the ending of Babel.